I write this with tears in my eyes.
Beau and I had our first IUI done a few weeks ago and it was unsuccessful.
You know, I thought I was prepared for it not to work but now I realize it's not something you can prepare for. I have been disappointed many times over this past year with each month or so my cycle starting but I was so full of hope that our IUI would work, it has been just heartbreaking. At times I wonder if I will ever be able to carry our children. Why doesn't my body work like it's supposed to? Ugh! Infertility sucks!
Here a brief recap of the past month:
My cycle started and had my HSG to check to see how my tubes looked. Everything was clear so we were a go for our IUI! Started clomid and on day 14 of cycle went in for ultrasound to see if it worked. It did! I had 3 follicles that were a good size so I got my trigger shot. Two days later we had our IUI and everything went smoothly! A week later went in to check progesterone and it showed that I ovulated! Yay! And then we waited...
All I can say is those two weeks felt like a lifetime! I was very emotional the whole time, thinking one minute I might be pregnant and the next I wasn't! Well, as I said before it was unsuccessful. :(
Moving Forward with HOPE
As we move forward in our journey we are looking forward to the Baby Steps 5k on November 21 and our team full of supporters! The link is below if you would like to join our team #BearHopeForBabyLandry
We are also going to have team shirts made and I will be ordering them this Friday! If you would like one you can order them at: http://www.bearhope.com/shop/bear-hope-for-baby-landry-t-shirt